Something that happened to me a couple months ago makes me think. Am I sad or just wanna be sad?
At first I was really sad. But after a while I don’t even know what I feel, everything becomes grey.
I often feel sad, but then I realized that what makes me sad is just my own thought.
Although the I-don’t-what-to-think-about-it-but-it-always-come-to-my-mind things is true, at least for me,
but the truth is the I-don’t-what-to-think-about-it-but-it-always-come-to-my-mind things
happen less often than I-do-really-want-to-think-about-it things.
I think, what we feel, whether it’s sad or happy are really come from our own thought.
I don’t know, I kinda feel that people likes to be sad. Some people like to live their life in that kind situation.
The reason maybe because they want others to give them more attention or
they just want to feel great, that with all these suffering things they still stand up and struggling for life.
Maybe there’s another reasons, I don’t know, every person have their own reason.
And how about you? Are you really sad or just want to be sad?